Sunday, December 27, 2009

Now That Christmas is Over

Now that Christmas is over and I have a moment to take a breather, I realized that the next basic skills workshop is only 26 days away!! Somehow it crept up on me, and I have a feeling that in only another blink of my eye students will begin arriving!

I am working through the MTB program, but also am going to start practicing for the skills assessment. I have to pay an additional $700 for the skills assessment, and so I do not plan on failing it! Andrea and I are probably going to start quizzing each other on it. With any luck, I will be taking the skills assessment later in the year in 2010.

We are still patiently waiting on our Christmas baby, and we are so happy that our mom is just glowing, and enjoying her last few days pregnant, instead of spending them miserable and wishing her baby was here already. I will, of course, update as soon as our Christmas baby decides to make her appearance!

This week at the clinic we have a fairly slow paced week. We have a client coming Monday for a post partum visit, our Christmas baby's mom coming for a check up Monday or Tuesday, and three clients on Thursday morning. Friday is my preceptor's birthday. The clinic is going to start getting busier in January, as we have a busy first half of the year. I am so excited, I can hardly wait!
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Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas!

We are still waiting on our Christmas baby. I have a feeling she will make her appearance late in the evening tonight, but we shall see.

In the meantime I had Christmas Eve dinner with Linda and her family, and I had a lot of fun. They are so warm and welcoming. I decided to stay home today and rest, my sinuses have been miserable due to the weird weather here, and I want to be well rested and feeling good for our Christmas baby's appearance.

Our twins mommy is doing well, and I was so happy to see her again. We will see her again in two more weeks.

We are gearing up for a busy first half of the year next year and I am so excited!

Merry Christmas!
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Thursday, December 24, 2009

A Bustling Season at the Clinic!

This has surely been a bustling season at the clinic! We have had a few false alarms with our Christmas baby, but she has not arrived yet. We are being happily patient for her perfect birthday to arrive, as always leaving it in God's hands! I will, of course, update you when our Christmas baby arrives.

In the mean time, my children are in Florida with their father, and I am spending my Christmas season alone, but not. If I could have chosen company for a Christmas without my children I could not have made a better choice! I am away from *any* and all of my blood borne family this holiday season, but am celebrating with Linda and her family, who have welcomed me as if I was born into the family during this season. I also have my Church parish family, and will probably see my guy at some point during this week as well. I have secretly been dreading Christmas day for months now, and have had a bit of hidden depression over it. I have never been away from family during Christmas, and much of my family is very close knit. I was not looking forward to it. But, between all the excitement with the impending birth, and Linda and her family, Andrea, and my guy, it's not as bad as I thought it would be. My Christmas has been blessed.

I have taken a break from setting up the MTB moodle program, as it was beginning to consume my every waking moment. I was stressing about it and decided I needed a break from it. I wll get back on it after the first of the year.

I have also been busy organizing the next Basic Midwifery Skills workshop here at the clinic. We will once again welcome students from all over the USA to learn basic skills in a two day workshop at the end of January. I am excited about this, as I love the sense of sisterhood that we foster, as well as loving passing on the knowledge I have thus far attained.

Merry Christmas Eve everyone, and have a blessed Christmas Day!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Our Christmas Baby, and other updates

Our Christmas baby could come any day, and I am in the mood for a birth! We are all excited to meet baby Lily. I have been sleeping with my cell phone, with the volume turned all the way up, and trying to get to bed early in case I get a call in the middle of the night.

Other news at the clinic? The clinic cookie exchange party was wonderful, and lots of fun. I met many new people, including the local bradley instructor. The clinic is decorated so beautifully for Christmas. I am having a more difficult time getting into the Christmas spirit this year because it will be my first Christmas away from my children, and pretty much away from all family.

I have decided to take a break from setting up MTB moodle, and will come back to it after the first of the year.

Our twins' mommy looks beautiful, I love how beautiful her belly looks. Every time I see her I compliment her because she is just glowing!! Both of her babies are still vertex (head down) and in the ideal situation for a clinic birth. We are so excited to be able to be a part of her pregnancy!

We have had several other clients come in that are new, and our year next year is really shaping up to be pretty busy. With any luck, Andrea and I will be able to complete our numbers so that we can sit for the NARM exam soon!

Tomorrow is clinic day! I love clinic days, they are so fullfilling for me. It is one of the few places and times in my life that I feel totally in my place, in my element.

Monday, December 7, 2009

I know it's been a while

and I apologize to anyone who is reading along with my blog. I am not usually such a slacker when it comes to journaling (as can be seen by my dozens of journals that hold the last twenty years of my life in them stacked in my closet.....) but this last month has been so busy. We have had several new clients come to the clinic, plus the holidays are in full swing. I have been busy setting up the Midwife-To-Be moodle community for all of the students, and have been frustrated as well as joyous at the work involved to get it set up.

We are expecting a baby soon, she is 37 weeks now and in the count down, can go anytime! I am officially sleeping with my cell phone again, to make sure I don't miss a call! We have been busy turning babies who were stubbornly staying transverse lie as well as doing the cookie exchange party.

I am hoping to finish the moodle project before the end of the year, and I should at my current rate of progress!

We have also been very busy organizing another basic skills workshop for January, I am so excited to be offering this service to students across the country once again. My preceptor is awesome!

Tomorrow we have another Ultrasound for the twins' mommy, and I will post and update on how her babies are doing after that.

Until then!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

city girl in a farm town

So, I knew when I moved here that it was going to be quite a bit different from anywhere I have ever lived. I have never lived in "farm country" and I have definitely never lived in the "Bible Belt". I was so happy to move here, I was finally where I've always wanted to be. My spring was wonderful, I watched the trees blossom and the new leaves bud. The birds come back out and life be reborn. Things that I missed while I was living in Florida.

Summer was amazing. It was never so hot and humid at the same time that I couldn't stand it outside. I spent much of my summer outdoors enjoying my new home to go along with my new life.

Fall came later than I had expected it to. And it came on suddenly. On Saturday, when driving to Huntsville, the leaves were all green. On Sunday, when driving back to Huntsville for Mass, the leaves were variations of reds, oranges, yellows, and golds. It was breathtakingly beautiful.

That said, not everything has been beautiful and refreshing here. We're closer to the earth here than in the city. There is more grass, more dirt, more wildlife, and you can notice changes in the earth here more. Around half way through the summer, we realized that all the corn crops were dying. The corn was rotting before it was ripe. Then the cotton plants failed to open. We had acres and acres of brown, dead, corn stalks, and dead cotton plants then later. The corn has thankfully been plowed under now, but the farmers haven't managed to plow under the cotton. It is just like death surrounding you.


As can be seen by this picture I snapped with my BlackBerry camera this morning, these fields are all over the place, and very depressing. all you see is acres of white on black. Millions of dollars worth of crops dead, and you have to wonder about the food supply for the winter. Was the growing season so bad for everyone everywhere? Or only in this area? Granted, cotton isn't a food stuff, but the corn and beans were, and they also died. As a midwife I rejoice at every new life, every new birth, and seeing these dead crops just give me shivers. As a mother, it makes me wonder how many years we can stand total crop loss before we go hungry?

We also have had a weird budding of flowers very late in the season, and monarch butterflies that are just now coming out as caterpillers and butterflies. So I ask Linda, is this normal for around here? And she answers me with "no", turns out she is just as startled by it as I am.

We have celebrated new birth here at the clinic though, and welcomed baby Selah to the Blessed Care Clinic babies. She is just beautiful, as can be seen in her picture below.


Isn't she beautiful? We don't have any more babies due at the clinic until December 28th, and so the midwives around here (students and senior alike) are relaxing, cleaning, and getting ready for a busy year next year!

Friday, October 30, 2009

Improvements

I have a great deal of respect for Lisa Aman, creator of the Midwife-To-Be course curriculum and director of the school. She has put together a rocking program that is affordable and thorough. I just realized, however, that not everyone enrolled in the school appreciates her as much as many of us do. I heard that some people were just registering and paying the start up fee (a minimal $25!) and Lisa, being the trusting and good faith person she is, would mail you the *entire* curriculum and lesson plans. As you finish each unit, you were to send the unit in to her along with an additional $25 per unit. However, some people were not sending in units ever, and were continuing to work through the curriculum without ever paying Lisa anymore money. I went to Lisa with my new found realization that people were basically stealing her curriculum, and offered the suggestion that she start only mailing one unit at a time. This conversation quickly went from mailing one unit at a time, to brainstorming ways that we can make the whole program online completely, for those interested in saving the paper etc from mail correspondence courses. I, being the kind of person I am, offered to set up a moodle for the program, and do the work involved with transferring it online, in exchange for the rest of tuition due, or possible part of the remainder due, depending on how much work is involved. Lisa thought this was a great idea, and so now here I am, working on setting up moodle locally, to give her a demo of what the school might look like online. So that, my friends, is what *this* midwife student will be doing for a few weeks!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

The Gradual "Birth" of a Midwife

And thus starts the beginning of my blog. The blog of a student midwife and full time single mom. I would write more in this entry but we just had a baby last night and my day is busy. Check back often, and I will try to update often!